A mind that has things on it, is never a happy mind. If you keep things in and let them build up, you finally burst and everyone who you have tried to keep away from with your argument gets it. I do this very often. Right now it is right in the middle of my exam leave - although my first exam is not for another two days, I am still feeling the stress of them and was trying to keep it all to myself but everything around me was just getting to me and silly little things began to build up inside and bubble away. Until today when I finally burst because of stupid things. Because of pictures, because of unhappy memories and because I am just far too scared of loosing the one person I love the most in the whole entire world. I am scared of pushing everyone away with some things I say - but if I do not let it out as they happen, they build up inside and then when I finally burst, the people I was trying not to push away? Are pushed away with the mood swing that comes out of everything that was building up inside of me.
Girls and boys if you are reading this - DO NOT do this, it just pushes the people you are trying to save from an argument into an even bigger one - it saves the heartbreak and the big fight and the thinking you have lost them but really you are both just trying to prevent another argument from starting so you try not to talk.
This can be prevented, and your not the only person out there that does it. I do too. Admitting you are wrong and trying to the last word every time, doesn't always work. Admit that you are wrong and stop before you make the problem out to be bigger than it actually is. Admitting that you are wrong will help the problem - the other person will even be glad that you are admitting you are wrong and they will thank you for it.
Sleep tight guys!
